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Date: Wednesday, February 03, 2010 Time: Wednesday, February 03, 2010 ...
but he dn seem to be the same though. telling myself is ok. he shld hve time of his own with his frens. somehow he changed right aft knwing my o lvl results? i knw my english is bad.. and my other subjects aren't great too. umms. nvm. im just that bad at studies. carrying a dumb brain around wont to me good. of coz i knw that, bt wht can i do? parents just kept using my o lvl results to "suan" me. as if i can do something. they say i didnt study? really whatever le lorh. i did study.. even if i say so nobody would believe either. everyday thinking what can i do to make ppl around me to think tht im more likeable, bt no matter how hard i try none of thm seem to realise. ppl around me that fall sick i will try my best to make thm feel better ,bt i get nth back whn im sick bahh.. parents would just say who ask u eat some much heaty food. n that becomes my fault for being sick. really...im tired. tired of everything. tired of being alone. tired of being nag. tired of being left out. tired of getting scolded all the time. tired of being question. ppl around me might not miss me even if im good to thm.. i really miss some ppl.. bt i knw that he wont anymore. hahas. is ok bahh. maybe i shld not get into it more le. if nt i will end up scars all over agn. day by day . sorry clarinetist of yr o8/09/10. im nt able to make it on both outing days as i will be working at takashimaya on the both days i think.. sorry. ... |