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Date: Wednesday, March 10, 2010 Time: Wednesday, March 10, 2010 mad soon.
bt i knw alot of new frens hahas! they are nice people(: ummms. except for some :X today , ate lunch with edwin (merdarde de promoter, 22yr old) NOEL CAME TO FIND ME. hahas NOEL IMY LEA! D: come back work okok? anw thanks for the sweet.! went home with amelia (19 yr old , same dept with me de). the last day seeing zia how(noritake de promoter, 18 yr old) before he go for his tour. lmao. waited for sms like an idoit. bt i bath hao le also dn hve. i dk what to do lea.. i tired my best le. also no use.. want say out loudly tht i want to give up on ____ le.. also say bu liao.. whts with me lorh.. im tired.. really tired. all ___ care is only dota?frens? aiya everything tht is nt realated to me lah. off tml sian. wonder how can i survive the long day tml? slp till 12? hmmms.. i cfm auto wake up at 9. zzzz. watch anime? go out? aiya do everything also alone de. sianx. wow.. im like im single man! maybe can go find guys also. lols. ppl still ask if im attach. i say yes. n they think im kidding... as i work there for so long n they nv even seen a guy coming to pei eat a meal.. most of the time eating alone in the canteen.sometimes with nana.. sometimes with yz.. sometimes with promoter(s). lols what a fucking life i have. ultimate boring lar. so lifeless. lalalas..i dk if i shld be angry or sad man. feel so pissed.. wonder if his game has ended. maybe not bah.. 0 sms recieved since 10.09pm whn he started playing. dn think he even knw im off tml. feels like i n him couldnt last anymore longer bahh.. its so cold.. Labels: upset. |