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♥CERLYN LIEW♥.
3rd aug 1992 .
naval base pri, riversde sec
temasek poly .
currently studying .
♥UGLY 18 .
~KOEix-- is my audition ign :D
-thPAUs- is my audition fam ♥
she's attached to bryan wong
attached on : 14 MAY 2010.
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Current status.

♥ she loves him.
studying at tp :D

wants.

him to be happy
` GOOD RESULTS for Olvls
` jacket!
` go overseas with friends.
` new phone! (flip phone)
` CHALET!
` more CLOTHES!
` mummy to treat her better
LASTLY:
` herself to be happy

blabbers.


exits.
`audition-ers.

benny BENG :D
benjamine my jie fu :D
chunwee my Di :D
daniel my FAM-mate SANTA:D
darren my Di :D
desmond cdss
gwen my yiyi :D
jasmine JAS~
jennifer bearbear >.<
jovin my fren :D
junhao my fren :D
kenneth MONSTER :D
nigel fren! :D
qing my FAM-master Hyun:D
sheryl-POISONx :D
shixian my jie :D
tengyi MOUSEY~
timyee my jie :D
yi en my FAM-mate Enny:D
zi yuan my FAM-mate LILI:D

`riversidians.

ain junior .
angel senior :D
angelin junior (:
arif senior (:
bernard senior :D
chea chee junior
cheeyong senior :D
chengyu classmate :D
chuanwhai senior .
clement senior .
corrine junior(:
debbie junior (:
deeshraf classmate :D
derrick schoolmate :D
desmond senior :D
donald schoolmate :D
eddy junior :D
edwin senior :D
eunice junior (:
faruq classmate :D
farhana schoolmate .
felicia junior .
gerald senior .
haiyan classmate .
hana senior .
hazel my jie :D
hila senior .
hazira schoolmate .
huiyan schoolmate .
huiyi schoolmate .
imran senior :D
ingyen schoolmate .
jannah schoolmate .
jaying junior (:
jeffery schoolmate :D
jeremy sernior :D
jianing senior :D
jiajun my OGL :D
jiehua junior .
jieling schoolmate :D
juliana schoolmate .
junkiat senior :D
junrong schoolmate :D
kelvin schoolmate .
kenneth senior :D
khaty senior :D
lihui classmate :D
loyld senior :D
lynette schoolmate .
mingfang junior.
nadirah schoolmate .
niki junior .
patricia ng classmate :D
patricia schoolmate .
pearlina classmate :D
pearly junior.
peckyong junior .
peixin junior :D
peiyi junior (:
peihuan schoolmate (:
prisilla schoolmate :D
qiqi junior .
rowena junior (:
ruishen schoolmate :D
samantha classmate (:
semantha my mami :D
shengming senior :D
shenghong senior :D
shiying junior .
siying schoolmate .
sookhui junior .
syfiqah junior .
syuhaidah senior :D
tavin schoolmate .
vinus junior .
vivien senior .
wanjing classmate :D
wendy classmate :D
xiaoqin junior.
xianfeng senior :D
xingyi schoolmate .
xuanjing senior :D
yanwei classmate :D
yixin senior :D
yongliang senior :D
yiyan schoolmate :D
yuanyi senior :d
yuming classmate .
zakaria senior :D
zawani classmate (:
zhanpeng senior :D
zhixian classmate :D

`navalites.

carina :D
cherlynn junior (:
coco junior (:
erina :D
gwen junior (:
isaac :D
jessica gan :D
jolene see :D
jiahao :D
kaixuan :D
siying (:
sherly koh (:
xiangyi :D

`outside frens.

bizhew :D
christianna :D
helen :D
jasmine :D
jiaen :D
jolene lim :D

`others .

-xD- myFAM.
RS band .
RS clarinet .




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    Date: Thursday, December 02, 2010
    Time: Thursday, December 02, 2010

    people can say im selfish, laugh at me say i silly. say i dumb. but i dn care.
    they said he dw u anymore, dn love u anymore. but i dn believe.
    some say i forever wont get to have a guy tht love me tht can stand me.

    but i dk why.
    i hate myself for not able to let go.
    cried from tues night all the way till today. but whn im in sch i just have to hold on to it. i dk y im so silly. but what can i do, i just love him alot thats all. u might loved me more thn i do before. but in e end i love u more thn u do.

    really what can i do. i chased after u after stoning awhile, i just dw to lose the guy i love anymore. though nobody can see how hurt i am. they can laugh. some just say cheer up and started to laugh at me whn im crying.

    am i meant to be alone?

    i used to love to be alone alot alot. i really loved it. coz i wont be hurt anymore.
    i said i dislike being alone its true.
    but i love being alone is also true.
    so nobody get get close to me . even if they did they are not they close either. even if they leave me i wont be tht sad.

    everybody can say im sick. i dn care. coz i am. used to take depression medi. people laugh. tortured by my mum whn i was young alr is a part whereby i dw to rmb.
    go to sch with lots of cane marks. ppl laugh at me.
    i didn't want u to know so much about me so i put up a strong front.
    when i cried coz it haunts me all e time. wanted to tell u. but idk how to. i dw u to pity me.
    so tht u want to be with me.

    after i broke up with des. im scared to have another relationship .
    u know there are 3 other ppl tht were trying to come close to me. but i rejected all of them. coz i could feel the same in them. but i just dk y. idk y. i cant feel the same btwn u and thm. its just different. i wonder y.

    whn u send me msges i blushed. amelia make fun of me. she nv see me laughing whn i recieved msges before.

    ppl ask if u wanted to be single in e 1st place y do u want to be my bf. i said idk.
    idk how to ans them. u know. i miss single life too u know. but i dw to be single agn. it hurts. all i do was hide in a corner n cry. i couldn't laugh out loud. putting a strong front to just show others im ok so they wouldn't laugh at me. even my mum laugh whn she said飞走了对不对,she even said 你自找的。who will like a person like u. who will want to love u.

    just wanted to prove everyone wrong , i thought i have u by my side to help me step out of the things i scared most. e love u showered me with is wht i nv had before.
    just hope i was not wrong. i just wanted a chance. i just hope im not like wht others said.

    i love u alot. but i cant tell y. my heart just kept crying whn i see ur cold msges . i just wish we could start again. i really dn mind both of us just have a time off. to think of what we want. but i really dw u to leave me alone here. i really dk how to step forward anymore. after all the things i gone through i really dk anymore.
    im confused.
    going mad
    seriously i feel like dying. coz its killing me.
    i just dw to lose the smile had. that i nv had before. just wish im able to smile like this.
    u said things wont go my way all the time.
    all i can say it no did. just wish there is once. it will go my way.


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