GOING AWAY.













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♥CERLYN LIEW♥.
3rd aug 1992 .
naval base pri, riversde sec
temasek poly .
currently studying .
♥UGLY 18 .
~KOEix-- is my audition ign :D
-thPAUs- is my audition fam ♥
she's attached to bryan wong
attached on : 14 MAY 2010.
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Current status.

♥ she loves him.
studying at tp :D

wants.

him to be happy
` GOOD RESULTS for Olvls
` jacket!
` go overseas with friends.
` new phone! (flip phone)
` CHALET!
` more CLOTHES!
` mummy to treat her better
LASTLY:
` herself to be happy

blabbers.


exits.
`audition-ers.

benny BENG :D
benjamine my jie fu :D
chunwee my Di :D
daniel my FAM-mate SANTA:D
darren my Di :D
desmond cdss
gwen my yiyi :D
jasmine JAS~
jennifer bearbear >.<
jovin my fren :D
junhao my fren :D
kenneth MONSTER :D
nigel fren! :D
qing my FAM-master Hyun:D
sheryl-POISONx :D
shixian my jie :D
tengyi MOUSEY~
timyee my jie :D
yi en my FAM-mate Enny:D
zi yuan my FAM-mate LILI:D

`riversidians.

ain junior .
angel senior :D
angelin junior (:
arif senior (:
bernard senior :D
chea chee junior
cheeyong senior :D
chengyu classmate :D
chuanwhai senior .
clement senior .
corrine junior(:
debbie junior (:
deeshraf classmate :D
derrick schoolmate :D
desmond senior :D
donald schoolmate :D
eddy junior :D
edwin senior :D
eunice junior (:
faruq classmate :D
farhana schoolmate .
felicia junior .
gerald senior .
haiyan classmate .
hana senior .
hazel my jie :D
hila senior .
hazira schoolmate .
huiyan schoolmate .
huiyi schoolmate .
imran senior :D
ingyen schoolmate .
jannah schoolmate .
jaying junior (:
jeffery schoolmate :D
jeremy sernior :D
jianing senior :D
jiajun my OGL :D
jiehua junior .
jieling schoolmate :D
juliana schoolmate .
junkiat senior :D
junrong schoolmate :D
kelvin schoolmate .
kenneth senior :D
khaty senior :D
lihui classmate :D
loyld senior :D
lynette schoolmate .
mingfang junior.
nadirah schoolmate .
niki junior .
patricia ng classmate :D
patricia schoolmate .
pearlina classmate :D
pearly junior.
peckyong junior .
peixin junior :D
peiyi junior (:
peihuan schoolmate (:
prisilla schoolmate :D
qiqi junior .
rowena junior (:
ruishen schoolmate :D
samantha classmate (:
semantha my mami :D
shengming senior :D
shenghong senior :D
shiying junior .
siying schoolmate .
sookhui junior .
syfiqah junior .
syuhaidah senior :D
tavin schoolmate .
vinus junior .
vivien senior .
wanjing classmate :D
wendy classmate :D
xiaoqin junior.
xianfeng senior :D
xingyi schoolmate .
xuanjing senior :D
yanwei classmate :D
yixin senior :D
yongliang senior :D
yiyan schoolmate :D
yuanyi senior :d
yuming classmate .
zakaria senior :D
zawani classmate (:
zhanpeng senior :D
zhixian classmate :D

`navalites.

carina :D
cherlynn junior (:
coco junior (:
erina :D
gwen junior (:
isaac :D
jessica gan :D
jolene see :D
jiahao :D
kaixuan :D
siying (:
sherly koh (:
xiangyi :D

`outside frens.

bizhew :D
christianna :D
helen :D
jasmine :D
jiaen :D
jolene lim :D

`others .

-xD- myFAM.
RS band .
RS clarinet .




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    Date: Wednesday, December 01, 2010
    Time: Wednesday, December 01, 2010
to my beloved darling

    is it possible? i dn understand u know. but darling.. i hope u see this..
    i know im irritating, i know u r irritated by me. is ok. i give u all the time u want to be single. but pls. at least let me have a chance to change to e person tht is worth to be love by u.

    i always believe in u coz u told me u will fight for this love. yups i cried very badly last night coz im shock. it really turn out the way i was scared of. i didn't expect. im lost. i gone mad. as for today i gone mad too. i cant stop thinking. i just hope, hope, its u. its u tht is with me all along. i dn mind not seeing u for how many days. i got scolded by my frens today ,i realise im at fault i really do. i know i shldnt find u all the time nor keep sticking to u. its because im scared. i dislike being alone. thts y i tot u wouldnt mind. i knw my mindset is wrong. coz not everyone would think this way.

    please. give me a chance to change to be a better person. i dn mind just meeting u once or twice a week. so please. dn leave me. i really need u. i love u. not tht i want to get angry whn u r not able to send me home. in fact im not u know. im just sad. coz i tot i could tell u lots of things on the way back. n i tot i could have a shoulder to lean on so im not scared.

    maybe u r right i cant get out the past i had. but im trying very hard. i did step out . if not i wouldn't have agree to be with u. but just the bad memories keep haunting me. i just wish i could get out of this with ur help. but i didn't know i hurt u . im sorry. if i knew i wouldn't show u the weak part of me. i will show u like how i shown e others. my stong front. but u know, im tired of putting up a strong front. coz im not strong at all.

    thank you for being with me so long. but i dw to give up on this love we had. dw to give up on the relationship we are having.
    thank you for loving me , loving me this ben dan. thank you for loving me thought u know how stupid i am. thankyou for standing the nonsense i gave u. thank you for cheering me up.
    im happy to be with u. thats all i could say to u.

    im sorry darling. love u like i always do. i wont let go of u no matter how hard u shove me off.
    this is what i want to let u knw. i might be too late. but i knw somewhere inside ur heart there is still me in it. coz i believe. i believe in the bryan wong i know all long. all i can promise is i will try change to be a better person. but i dk if i can do it. so scold me whn i did something wrong alright? but just dn leave me alone here.

    i hope to see u on friday. coz i want to show u e smile i had whn im with u. yups i said to talk things out. but i just want to show u my smile n go. but it seems tht im not able to anymore. i want to show u the smile i have whn u didn't push me away.
    u told me nt to push u away.

    SO DARLING! PLEASE DN PUSH ME AWAY. IM SORRY. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. PLEASE. I BEG U. I REALLY DK WHT I SHLD DO ANYMORE. DARLING PLEASE. SORRY FOR BEING ANGRY WITH U ALL THE TIME. BUT I DN MEAN IT. I WILL CHANGE. I WILL

    i hope u will give me a chance to show u. show u i will change for u. i will try to understand. though i gave in alot, and u also gave in. i know is tiring, but i dn mind giving in to be a better person for u to love . please give me a chance. i really want to show u the smile. the best smile i had whn im with u. i regret for my actions that had hurt u. i will go and reflect on it for all this. i dn mind if u need more time but i just want to show u my smile. whn im being loved by u. coz idk how to show u. though i know i will break dwn .but i just want to show u.

    hope u give me a chance.



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