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Date: Thursday, December 29, 2011 Time: Thursday, December 29, 2011 its all about u..
if u see this, or i doubt u even rmb this link. yes, my feelings for you still the same. no matter what u become since then is still the same. walk past u all the time , sitting near each other or even few tables away at work acting like we were strangers or even worst. it sucks. but thats all i could do. act as if i don't know u at all, the best thing i could do for u. i just hope that u know im still standing at the same place watching you.. waiting though i know u never come back, i dn mind being ur shadow,protecting you.. friends said im stupid but what can i do seriously.. move on? yea i did. but i took a big circle back to the same point. i no longer know what im doing.. its all messed up. filpping n tossing on bed all night, cried silently in bed after listening to songs that remind me of u. silly ! yes i know! dn have to tell me.. but this is how crazy im now. but.. after the day u sat at the different table, i realized u aren't the person whom i always tot u were. nvr knew that because i was there u would sit at a different table infront all of our frens. all i could do was laugh pretend n say im ok.. ppl ask me to start talking to u .. so we wont be like strangers and they wont feel awkward.. but whats the point of me trying so hard here just to make everybody not feel awkward and u over there..... |